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My Name is Bianca Tillett. I was born in Washington
on March 12th 1988. I am currently dating Alex.Fellinger. We have been together for almost 10 years ,through thick & thin.
We will be getting married on june 25th of 2011.I have one biological brother: Alden.Tillett.
Whom I have not seen since 2005, all thanks to the doings of CPS. I have three
sister-in-laws, Ashley,Amanda and the long lost edition: April. I love Ashley as if she were my blood.I barely
know April yet, But she is verry nice.Amanda is getting back with the family. I have to be thankfull that I
still have both of my parents: Tom And Nancy. my gramdma grace or as she like s to be called: MIKE. REST IN PEACE GRAMPA (11-4-2009).I
wish I could of known my mom's mom(Ester.Metcalf) longer but she passed away when I was little.Also My Aunt CiCi.
If it wasnt for her,we would of never made it as far as we have in the efforts to bring my brother home to our family where
he belongs. there are a few people in my family that I dont get to see often: My aunt teddie, who owns
her own clothing store in california. My uncle bobby who is a verry funny comedian, My cousin natasha is a verry hardworker.
she is about to put out her first album, the title im not sure of yet. Im sure it will be great whatever it is though. She
also is an actress and dances for fun. we have alot in common exept shes actually going somewhere... and I am a little stuck
in the mud in my life as things are. I have quite a few friends I am thankfull for having. just to name some are: Ashley(friend
and sister-n-law),Melanie.W(I've been thru some shit with this girl!),Kristal.S(Crazy times..),Tim.H(Been there for the
best times of my life 1999-2001)and is still around. and matthew netter was there for along time, and comes around
every once in a while. I know that there are people im forgetting, but when i remeber: ill put them in!!!last but not
least: Joey.B(He saved my life). Some of these people have helped
me through some of my hardest times.I wish a few of them were still around to help me get through the day alright,but they
choose not to be or i have made decisions in my life making things harder. It hurts so bad inside when I need a friend
to count on. There are two people who were my best friends which I rarely talk to anymore. they were my light for
the longest time growing up. they are: Danya.B(also known as cody) and Heidi.W. I spent my entire childhood with cody,
and boy those were some of the best times of my life. I am blessed to have her as a friend again,because I lost
her for so long, it devistated me for the longest time without her by my side. Now, heidi on the other hand.... we spent
our teenage years together, well alot of them anyways. I regret not using my head like I should have then. we were torn apart
by her moving to a different state, and being foolish by taking things to a whole other level. which I will not go into
detail about. anways... I miss the fun we used to have, for cryin out loud we would finish each others sentences!!!!
there are alot of people I have lost contact with over the
years, Like one guy for instance:K.J. Harmoniuos(im sure the spelling is wrong) but he lived up the hill from my parents when
I was growing up,his grandparents used to watch me somtimes while we would play. I miss being a child and having no responsabilities.I
also miss Jessie and kellie; two girls I grew up with alogside with cody. . but now everyone is all grown
up and living their own lives. My cousin Crystina also had a huge impact on my life as a kid. we
were inseperable for years untill she got older, and then we kinda grew apart. but we still keep in touch. as all families
should. but enough about my chidhood... and onto my feelings about Alden.
Alden was born in Washington on March 15th 1999. I was 11 when he was born. I was so excited
to finaly be a big sister! Although Alden was a month premature when he was born. He was still as beautifull as any baby in
this world.I recieved the blessing of cutting his ambillical cord at the hospital, I was nervous and yet i did ok.Nothing
in this world will I ever love as much as I love my brother. the kind of love I have for him I have for no one else,
because nobody elese has the exact same blood as I do exept Alden. When we first brought Alden home, I cherished him as if
he was my baby.As he grew I grew with him. I used to beg my mom if I could miss school just to stay home and take care of
Alden. She let me do so on many occasions! I loved to be there holding him,feeding him, and just lookin at him while he slept.
The sight and thought of him amazed and dazzled me to the fullest extent.I felt I would never be able to experience this again,to
just take it all in and embrace having a little brother to care for and look after. the yaers passed.... and Alden kept growing
bigger and bigger. To make a long story short about how CPS got envolved, Alden burnt himself one day playing with a lighter.
hey, every kid does this at some point weither they get caught or not. Alden got caught however, he accidentally lit his shirt
on fire. It was handled immidiatly of course. my mother was a nurse for years so she knew what to do. we monitored if for
a week or two, rebandaging it in all. then we took him to the hospital. thats where CPS comes in, They took him in to their
system from that day on. after that my parents lost their parental rights to Alden. My aunt of course took over(CiCi) and
she works as a flight attendant, so she works alot.
Of course my parents had him alot of the time against court orders, but Alden would cry and
cry for our mother. and me. so finally my aunt gave in to him.It soon came time for him to start kindergarden. Well... after
my mom enrolled him(stupid move on her part) at least enrolling him with her as the guardian anyways. After Alden going to
school for about a weeks time,CPS came and took him from school without notifying anyone of it. So I havent seen Him since
that day. Believe me, I ve tried to get visitation. however; CPS states that it is not in Aldens best interest to see me.
THAT IS A HUGE MISTAKE!!!!
Alden needs me in his life as much as I need him. I break down every every other few days
just thinking about him,or looking at the pitcures all over my house of him. I dont know what elese to do! I went and spoke
on a bill HB1334 and 1633, in olympia. to get children to be able to pettion the court to have their parents rights re-instated,
once the child is 13. How many chilldren will know? Follow this link to watch me speak on the bill 1633. I am more than halfway
throught it speaking with Washington Families United.
this is alden and me on halloween one year. I was 15 here I believe and alden was 4.I miss him so much, and still I
find no help. wont someone help me??? there has to be a way...... If only god would make this possible.
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I have alot of things I wish to accomplish in my life. I am an aspiring writer, I hope to
get enrolled in college for journalism shortly. I also enjoy cooking. I have held various positions as a line cook, instituional
cook and kitchen manager. I also enjoy taking pitcures! lots and lots of pictures! Ive never done anything professionally,
but someday I will. I can do anything If I put my mind to it! I dont really do a whole lot exept for work hard,play
hard and sleep hard. ha ha =) I have an awesome sense of humor or so im told, I like to be straight up with
people. Im not the type of person to talk behind anyones back, I treat others how I wish to be treated. With kindness. If
I treat you with something elese, you must have done me wrong or made me angry. YOU DO NOT WANT TO MAKE ME ANGRY! Iam
not verry nice once I get to that point. Iam pretty openminded, about alot of things. I listen to almost every kind of music
out there, I like numerous kinds of movies and television shows. things someone my age would normally dislike. like the beattles,
I love the beattles! I love to hang out with my friends, and of course play on the internet. I love to dance! I was
attending classes at Bremerton Dance Center. I curently cannot afford them, so I have layed off for a while. I tell you what,
It is not easy making your own living and taking care of yourself now days. Thanks to my family and friends, I make
it through alright at the end of the day.
This Car Was My Dad's Pride and Joy! He raced this car for quite awhile when i was young.
I was in my playpen at the time of this race, although I do not remember, It is something I can be proud of my father
for all of my life!!! If you follow this link, you can read a little more about this car.....
| MY DAD'S OLD FUNNY CAR |
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| THIS CAR WAS SWEET |
Well... I have explained alot about myself. If you have any questions about me or anything
that I have mentioned here, please feel free to contact me via email: alexzbabygirl6900@yahoo.com
I appreceate your feedback and concerns dont be afriad to be blunt
If need be. I like honesty and feel that everyone is entitled to their own opinion.
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